Why Am I Here?

Going through lock-down, experiencing alone time, and wondering just what is this all about? What is my role? Am I doing what I was really meant to do? Does anyone have answers? Yes, there are many that have answers, but beware. Many people would like you to think of them as your authority, your guru, your teacher. You can be inspired by others, but they cannot have your answers. Only you can answer why you are here.

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Personally I thought I was here to gain mastery and teach others. That did not happen. What did happen was i gained mastery over certain elements in my world. I understood on a very profound level the meaning of life and why I was here. It was for me. I gained insight into my world and this led to inner insight. I realized that it mattered not if anyone also recognized by talents. The important thing was that I did.

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When you realize that it is all about you, that does not mean that you will not be helpful to others or not teach about what you know. It means that if you are true to yourself, you are successful. Running after so called authorities to get their approval or certificates does not necessarily lead to your health and benefit. There are many out there that would like you to think that they have the secrets and they know the truth. Perhaps they do for themselves, but it may have nothing to do with you.

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How do you get your truth? First you need to get to know yourself. Fall in love with yourself. Be proud of yourself. This has nothing to do with passing tests or finding approval from authority. If you have become the best whistler that you know and the sounds that you create offer happiness and fulfillment to you, that is good enough. Being proud and loving yourself is the first step in finding out why you are here.

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Because the answer to the question: Why am I here? Will always be for you. You are here for you to do whatever it is that your inside guidance tells you. This is not guidance from a spiritual teacher, but guidance from yourself. You are more than just your presence here and now. There is much more to you. There is a part of you that knows what will happen to tomorrow and can guide you through tomorrow. Some call this your higher self but there is also your higher inner self. You know what you need to know for you.

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This does not mean that you cannot ask for guidance on the way. The important thing is to trust your self and go along with the outer guidance only when it is congruent with yourself. There will be times when this feels very dangerous and not at all safe and sound. Walking out of your comfort zone, can be scary and very unsettling but brings great growth. Will you make mistakes? Of course you will. Will you make a fool of yourself? Of course you will. Will you yearn to stop and just rest? Of course you will.  The path is yours. You can never do yourself wrong unless you so define it. You are your judge and jury. Your beliefs are yours. Your values are yours. Your life is yours to live.

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